things i can not imagine
1. where, exactly, god is located.
2. how comfort is extracted from, or located in, god.
3. how another person's experience of the very same reality can be so different as to be unbelievable, as in, no, there is no way you are experiencing that.
4. a life in which i have "finished" the lessons that are almost literally killing me today.
5. not worrying.
6. feeling so loved, whole, complete and full that the question "do you love me?" ceases to be a part of my collection of commonly, or occasionally used, phrases because i am, simply, love.
7. how i will ever eat again.