what i really want
1. to be free of my role in the internal, never-ending loop of my parents' marriage.
2. to remove all obstacles to love in the most painless way possible.
3. to be free of anger and resentment.
4. to be able to let things 'roll off my back,' as they say, and which some people, particularly males, are so adept at.
5. to not criticize self or others.
6. to not judge self or others.
7. to keep focus on self at all times.
8. to let go of the mean-spirited road house once and for all, please.
9. to welcome change before my back is against the wall.